I was excited.

I thought you weren’t going to go out tonight.
And I know that may seem quite selfish,
but I just didn’t want them to have yet another chance to hurt you before you leave.

So now, it’s going to be another one of those nights.
One of those where I worry.
But really, that’s not your fault at all…
it’s my fault that I worry about this stuff.
And like I said, I really do hope that tonight goes good for you.
However, supposedly there was already some kind of drama between two people that didn’t want to cross paths. So in my eyes, it’s already off to a bad start.

The truth is, I want to be more selfish than ever,
and I want to drive up there, right now,
and just completely steal you away from all of them.
So they can’t hurt you anymore.
So they can’t hold you back anymore.

And please know, I’m only talking about the negative people in your life,
not the positive. I would never want to steal you away from anyone
or anything that makes you happy.
But as far as I can tell, the people you’re hanging out with tonight
they don’t make you happy (the majority of them don’t, at least.)

I apologize for even thinking any of this,
but I can’t help what my brain conjures up,
and I’m just being completely honest.

I’m just ready for you to be here.
And I truly do hope that tonight is a good one for you.

It’s probably dumb to worry about this stuff,
but it’s really only because (if it’s not already quite obvious)
I care for you, quite a good bit.

Stay warm, and have fun, babe.

I miss youuuuuuuuuu! :)